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Am I Bluuuuue?
Aug. 25th, 2010 04:13 pmYeah. Am. Still tired too, not exhausted any more, but really tired. Trying to put all the different causes of stress and blues into mental boxes & seal them up... to open later, one at a time, with my counselor.
Box 1: News from my sis about a mutual friend's suicide. I am still in the stunned and sad stage. ::stuffs into a box and forces the lid closed::
Box 2: Tanya's BF & family are paranoid about not seeing Guy. ::stuffs in a smaller box with some extra paper for October::
Box 3: Post-event-letdown... Was just at a reunion with my dad and several of his compatriots from the 475th Fighter Group, all about 85-92 yo, will I see them again? Next reunion? A Planes of Fame Air Show? or not? It is tough. Close to them, to families.
Box 4: My left eyelid (bottom) is twitching and has been since Sunday. Feh!!!
So, close to tears a lot. Emailed my counselor to let her know what is up, she called with VM to tell me about the box idea... which is good and is helping.
Box 1: News from my sis about a mutual friend's suicide. I am still in the stunned and sad stage. ::stuffs into a box and forces the lid closed::
Box 2: Tanya's BF & family are paranoid about not seeing Guy. ::stuffs in a smaller box with some extra paper for October::
Box 3: Post-event-letdown... Was just at a reunion with my dad and several of his compatriots from the 475th Fighter Group, all about 85-92 yo, will I see them again? Next reunion? A Planes of Fame Air Show? or not? It is tough. Close to them, to families.
Box 4: My left eyelid (bottom) is twitching and has been since Sunday. Feh!!!
So, close to tears a lot. Emailed my counselor to let her know what is up, she called with VM to tell me about the box idea... which is good and is helping.
